Friday, July 22, 2005 ♣
silence?
the teacher enters the clasroom, sits down, doesn't say anything. he looks at us, we look at him. at first, there are a few giggles, but he only shrugs, and eventually a deep silence falls and we begin to notice the smallest sounds, the radiator humming in the corner of the room, the nasal breathing of one of the fat students.
some of us are agitated. when is he going to say something? we squirm, check our watches. a few students look out the window, trying to be above it all. this goes on a good fifteen minutes, before he finally breaks in with a whisper.
"what's happening here?" he asks.
and slowly a discussion begins - as he has wanted all along - about the effect of silence on human relations. why are we embarrassed by silence? what comfort do we find in all the noise?okie, does that sound weird? hahax.. i was just wondering.. sometimes when people are together, does that necessarily mean that conversations have to take place? so if there's nothing worthy mentioning, should we still mention it? what's the purpose? but yet the silence do gets to us huh.. we feel weird and stuff.. why though?
oh well moving on.. i realise that maybe i'm not really like normal gurls? i can't really seem to stand girls giggling on and on.. although i'm supposed to i guess? since i'm also a gurl.. and i probably do giggle too once in a while.. hmm.. how leh? =(
life has been pretty dull these days.. i always seem to be tired and thirsty all the time.. ugh.. can't stand myself.. why do i seem to be lethargic all the time? is it the lack of sleep? [since i'm reading harry potter book everyday before i go to sleep.. lolx.] or is it just cos of dat one other reason that i can't even mention? i seem to be constantly lying to myself these days.. is it worth the effort? but how else would i survive?
argh! okie, *indo mode on*! those who don't understand can just ignore this portion.. hehe.. sorry!
iy neh.. lg sdh and depresi gt.. lg pengen pergi jalan-jalan ama nopie and orang-orang indo laen macemmya si rudy, ferro, andrew, etc.. tapi orang-orang lg sibuk gt.. hiks.. y gpp seh.. gw ngerti jg.. susah yah emang.. beda kelas and stuff.. mao komunikasi jg susah.. =( tapi tadi abis skul ngobrol panjang lebar gt ama nopie.. seru bngt.. hehe.. ud lama ga ngobrol.. tiba-tiba jadi seneng lg deh.. =) thanks yah mba! gw jd sedikit terhibur gt.. yah okie d, tahan-tahan aja.. tunggu liburan desember.. ntar abis promos mestinya ada bnyk opportunity buat jalan-jalan.. rencana nopie mao ke KL kalo bs jalan gw seneng bngt.. mudah2an dikasih ama bonyok d.. hehe.. =]
RANDOMNESS!
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