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Tuesday, August 09, 2005 ♣
daa dee dum

ahh.. been feeling kinda sad these days.. sobs.. there seems to be many qns popping out in my head.. and i dunno how to answer them.. been asking some friends abt some stupid problems too.. lolx.. sorry for disturbing you guys! i'm such a weak-hearted moron that i can't even handle my own problems.. argh! HOW PATHETIC! =(

casting that aside, had an angklung senior's farewell on saturday at es teler. din really enjoy myself due to some problems, both because of the admin stuff with the es teler stuff and also bcos some seniors don't look like they're enjoying themselves and i dunno wad to do.. =( sigh. but i do enjoy the last part vr much!! the gifts and the taking photos portion.. hehe.. that was so fun.. jieying and constance must upload the photos asap k! thankss! =)

oh, and i bought a new book shelf today at courts! soo happie.. hehe.. it was pretty heavy though.. wad nonsense.. it was supposed to be only 20 kg.. and divided by 2 (cos my dad was helping me), it should only be 10 kg. but my poor hands were like trembling all the way..... for like 5 hrs even after i reach my house and put the thing down.. boo00oo!

erm yah, i guess that would be all for now.. lolx.. din really haf anything nice to blog abt.. so might as well dun blog rite? din want to sound like i'm such an unhappy person.. hehe.. but wad's wif the unhappiness though? ugh..

wait. i think deep down i know why. but i don't dare to accept it. i don't want to admit that this silly thing is wad haf been keeping me unhappy and anti-social. i'm not such a weakling. i'll manage this just right. i'll be okay.

i guess at the end of the day, everyone's no. 1 fear is rejection and everyone's no. 1 need is acceptance. [okay, more like mine]


RANDOMNESS!
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