Thursday, September 08, 2005 ♣
end of hols.. boo000ooo!
hmm, hafn't been updating my blog for quite some time now.. hehe.. busy MUGGING. lolx. okay la, more like busy catching up! just finished doing my chem bonding tutorials. *finally!* i know it's like superrr long ago but well.. mr foo went thru so fast i dun haf time to do it.. haha.. excuses as per normal.. so now it's done. feel quite proud of myself.. =P
today is friday. sigh. the usual TGIF (thank god it's friday) doesn't apply.. it's more like OMGIF (oh my god it's friday)! as per normal, i din finish what i initially planned to do.. ugh.. hafn't even read my econs notes yet.. i'm starting to dread econs nowadays.. dun really understand the topic and mrs koh isn't really helping even wif all her excessive tutorials.. how? =(
ahh well.. life is SUPER hard!
anw, i found this really cute story on friendster bulletin board (okay, i know i shouldn't even be there.. lolx). shall post it here:
A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed was nicely made and everything was picked up.
Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the centre of the bed. It was addressed, "DAD". With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands:
DEAR DAD, it is with great regret and sorrow that i'm writing this. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because i wanted to avoid a scene with mom and you.
I've been finding real passion with Barbara and she is so nice even with all her piercing, tattoos and her tight motorcycle clothes. But it's not only the passion, DAD - she's pregnant and Barbara assures me that we will be very happy.
Even though you don't care for her since she is so much older than i am, she already owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood enough for the whole winter.
She wants to have many more children with me and that's now one of my dreams too.
Barbara taught me that marijuana doesn't really hurt anyone and we'll be growing it for ourselves and trading it with her friends for all the cocaine and ecstasy we need.
In the meantime, we pray that science will find a cure for aids so that Barbara can get better; she sure deserves it!!
Don't worry Dad, i'm 15 years old now and i know how to take care of myself. Someday i'm sure we'll be back to visit so you can get to know your grandchildren.
Your son, John.
P.S: Dad, none of this is true. I'm over at Jim's house. I just wanted to remind you that there are worse things in life than my report card, which is in my desk centre drawer.
I LOVE YOU!
Call when it's safe for me to come home.
RANDOMNESS!
10:10 PM
Friday, September 02, 2005 ♣
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Not everybody has to love me or even like me.
I don't necessarily like everybody I know, so why should everybody else like me?
I enjoy being liked and being loved, but if somebody doesn't like me, I will still be okay and still feel like I am an okay person.
I cannot make somebody like me, any more than someone can get me to like them.
I don't need approval all the time.
If someone does not approve of me, I will still be okay.
People who do things I don't like are not necessarily bad people.
They should not necessarily be punished just because I don't like what they do or did.
There is no reason why other people should be the way I want them to be, and there is no reason why I should be the way somebody else wants me to be.
People will be whatever they want to be, and I will be whatever I want to be.
I cannot control other people or change them.
They are who they are; we all deserve basic respect.
I am responsible for how I feel and what I do.
Nobody can make me feel anything.
If I have a rotten day, I am the one who allowed it to be that way.
If I have a great day, I am the one who deserves credit for being positive.
It is not the responsibility of other people to change so that I can feel better.
I am the one who is in charge of my life.
I don't have to be a certain way because of what has happened in the past.
Every day is a new day.
It's silly to think I can't help being the way I am.
Of course I can.
I can change.
pretty nice poems don't you think? got it from chicken soup. hehe.. hmm, today was a pretty fun day. mr koh's rapping rocks. =) and barney's grooming also not bad. naraen and chinghow were looking nice [and sulky]. lolx. anw, din know that there are sooo many things we need to know abt grooming.. the eyeshadow part can make people bankrupt le! x_X
yep then after dat got library meeting at 1 pm, or so they say. it's actually shelfing of books la. *sheesh* but well, if we, dedicated librarians, din do it, then who will? -.- stayed until around 3.30 pm to finish it.. ugh.. actually still hafn't finish.. there'll people coming on monday to do again. not me obviously.. x_X
still thinking whether i should quit library next year.. hmm.. quite a waste of time la.. but next year should be quite slack.. no renovation, no night duty.. hehe.. well, still got a few months to think abt it.
on a sadder note, many people are quitting angklung next year.. *sobss* councillors and people who are holding exco positions in other ccas.. sigh.. feel really sad even before it happens.. but well, life goes on i guess.. will still see them around in school.. =)
RANDOMNESS!
6:49 AM