Sunday, July 23, 2006 ♣
sadness.
BOOHOO..
just been to mr dzul's multiply account and realise that i don't have any photos there! >_<
there was a video of the angklungnites preparing for concert but i'm not there.. hmm.. guess it was taken when i went out to buy the flowers. so sad! there's an empty gap between peckyan and xuesi! >_<
and looking at the suntec city photos made me feel sad too. i couldn't be there at the last performance.. it's like i don't have a proper farewell. a proper stepping down time. a proper swansong. and it makes me feel really really sad. it's like there's this heavy lead clinging on to my heart. and it's not letting go. =(
oh and i found out that many J2s (in fact i think all the female J2s) din go for the suntec performance too. -.-" it kind of irritates me that they don't wanna go for it when it's their LAST performance. when there are other people like me who really really wanna go but can't. are they that unhappy in angklung? it makes me wonder.
anw, everyone makes their own decisions. it's up to them. it's their choice. if they don't wanna make the best of whatever they had, it's their own problem. i'm gonna make decisions too. especially when it comes to writing testimonials and counting attendance. =D
revenge time~
hahaha. okie revenge time sound bad. what abt pay back time? lol. you make our lives hard. now it's time for us to make your lives hard. be prepared. (:
on a brighter note, a certain beautiful day is coming next week! friday to be exact! heehee.. can't wait. =)
oh and a sweet card will be nice.
RANDOMNESS!
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