Sunday, July 31, 2005 ♣
thankewW! =)
weeeheee! it has been a very very happiee week!! =)
shall give a brief summary:
thurs - VERY BEAUTIFUL DAY! hehe.. love my friends soo much.. and at night had dinner at swensens with my daddy, mummy and sis. =)
fri - dinner at cartel with sonia, waihan, xiying, lihong and meihong.. thanks guys! the food is soo delicious there.. hehe..
so hmm, wanna take some time to dedicate some really special thanks to some really special people:
nopie: makasih BANGET ya mba.. saking senengnya sampe ga tau mao bilang apa.. (okie, sounds stupid...) tapi bener loh.. makasih atas kadonya, surprisenya, thoughtsnya, usahanya and blah blah.. semuanya deh! seneng bngt ud dikasih opportunity ama tuhan buat kenal orang baek kyk lo.. hehe..[m][l][k]: thanks so much guys for being soo sweet to me the whole day.. hehe.. for helping me to carry my stuff around.. my file, plastic bags and stuff.. haha.. so sorry to trouble you guys.. shall hope that you'll always be as sweet! lolx. oh and liwen, thanks so much for drawing such a cutie card for me.. your art rocks la!adinia, rudy, ferro, eric, wibowo, james, dismas: thanks for singing for me at the linkway.. hehe.. so nice of you guys.. and thanks for the pressie!! oh and for the 17 things too of cos.. hahax.. and for the sweettt longg msg you guys wrote on the gigantic card.. =)sonia, waihan, xiying, lihong, meihong: thanks for taking time to meet up on friday.. miss you guys so much! and thanks for the pressie and the food.. really love them! and thanks for the cross-stitch ah-nia.. hahax.. it's so special since i know you can't really sew.. lolx.. but it's still very nice la! don't worry i'll take gd care of it.. and thanks waihan for your strong will of pushing everything aside so dat you'll be free on friday.. heex.. really appreciate it! =)xingyee, alodie: thanks for bothering to send me sth by post.. hehe.. even though we dun really haf the chance to meet up.. it's really vr totful of you guys to send me sth.. thanks! and yes alloy, i love the musical thingy on the bookmark.. haha..yeppie, i guess dat's all for the really special thanks.. hahax.. of cos, there's the special thanks too! thanks a bunch to the rest who bother to gimme pressie or even just wish me a happie birthdaee.. hehe..
namely: S13 (thanks for singing!), jieying, amanda, yijun, xiaoting, constance, all other angklung peeps (thanks for singing soo many times on wed.. lolx.), andrew, huili, siewmooi, xueli, adhyla, ezzah, hema, nicole, samyuktha, kangwei, joyce, siewchien, simon, elton, zhimin, tracy, lay yong. OH, and monster inc too. but dat's bcos i ask him to say it. lolx. so not counted? =P
yeppie, i guess dat's all! hope i din miss out anyone.. :) okie la, basically just wanna say that you guys are very special in your own way and i
really appreciate you guys remembering my bdae.. thanks so much! love ya loads! =D
PS: my stupid tag-board is spoilt.. so hafn't been reading any tags for quite some time now.. for those who tag, so sorry.. not that i 'dao' you guys or anything kaez!
RANDOMNESS!
5:54 AM
Monday, July 25, 2005 ♣
i love canoeing!
today is a half-day! yayness! thanks to the strong canoeists.. and all other sports ccas of cos.. but hey, everyone knows it's mainly cos of the canoe team.. it's already a silence agreement. heex..
then went with mad, liwen and hup to shop at orchard! hehe.. the other girls all went to K-box.. but me wif my sore throat and my inability to sing or even understand a teenee weenee chinese word decided not to go.. and hup din wanna go too since she just went on the weekend.. so shopping galore it is! haaa.. bought lotssssa stuff.. not just for me yeah? but for other peeps too.. see, so nice of us rite! =)
then went to orchard library to look for comics.. typical me.. hehe.. apparently found almost a complete set of 'No Need For Tenchi'! haven't read before but heard it's quite nice.. so wanted to borrow! but my card only got 2 spaces left.. sigh.. so in the end haf to resort to begging hup and liwen to accommodate my books.. so sorry guys! but thanks so much yeah? really appreciate it.. really promise to return it latest this weekend! =D
and i really feel like buying that nice little tote bag.. *sobs*.. i'm such a spendthrift! ARGH! shall see how.. maybe my sis will be nice enuff to get it for me after a few little hints due to the wonderful occasion that's coming soon? hahax..
OH, and i went to NDP final rehearsal last sat wif my mum.. hehe.. manage to get a couple of tix from my sis cos she's ushering there. beginning was totally rubbish.. so boring! and the marching seems to take hours.. ugh.. but the ending was SUPER brilliant!
love the fireworks and the dance the most! weeEeEEEee! so my beautiful saturday din really go down the drain.. =) but i think that shall be the last time i'm going to watch NDP live.. so tiring.. haf to come early to get good seats.. go home also must fight hard one ne! if not, cannot get into the MRT.. hahax.. thus haf to put the kiasu behaviour into action! me and my mum went all the way to marina bay before coming back to toa payoh again so dat we can secure seats.. hehe.. so smart of us!
yeppie, been feeling happie today.. half-day and all.. din really do much work.. okie, make that ANY work.. sigh.. i'll mug hard 2mr.. promise! hehe.. tada for now~
RANDOMNESS!
8:58 AM
Friday, July 22, 2005 ♣
silence?
the teacher enters the clasroom, sits down, doesn't say anything. he looks at us, we look at him. at first, there are a few giggles, but he only shrugs, and eventually a deep silence falls and we begin to notice the smallest sounds, the radiator humming in the corner of the room, the nasal breathing of one of the fat students.
some of us are agitated. when is he going to say something? we squirm, check our watches. a few students look out the window, trying to be above it all. this goes on a good fifteen minutes, before he finally breaks in with a whisper.
"what's happening here?" he asks.
and slowly a discussion begins - as he has wanted all along - about the effect of silence on human relations. why are we embarrassed by silence? what comfort do we find in all the noise?okie, does that sound weird? hahax.. i was just wondering.. sometimes when people are together, does that necessarily mean that conversations have to take place? so if there's nothing worthy mentioning, should we still mention it? what's the purpose? but yet the silence do gets to us huh.. we feel weird and stuff.. why though?
oh well moving on.. i realise that maybe i'm not really like normal gurls? i can't really seem to stand girls giggling on and on.. although i'm supposed to i guess? since i'm also a gurl.. and i probably do giggle too once in a while.. hmm.. how leh? =(
life has been pretty dull these days.. i always seem to be tired and thirsty all the time.. ugh.. can't stand myself.. why do i seem to be lethargic all the time? is it the lack of sleep? [since i'm reading harry potter book everyday before i go to sleep.. lolx.] or is it just cos of dat one other reason that i can't even mention? i seem to be constantly lying to myself these days.. is it worth the effort? but how else would i survive?
argh! okie, *indo mode on*! those who don't understand can just ignore this portion.. hehe.. sorry!
iy neh.. lg sdh and depresi gt.. lg pengen pergi jalan-jalan ama nopie and orang-orang indo laen macemmya si rudy, ferro, andrew, etc.. tapi orang-orang lg sibuk gt.. hiks.. y gpp seh.. gw ngerti jg.. susah yah emang.. beda kelas and stuff.. mao komunikasi jg susah.. =( tapi tadi abis skul ngobrol panjang lebar gt ama nopie.. seru bngt.. hehe.. ud lama ga ngobrol.. tiba-tiba jadi seneng lg deh.. =) thanks yah mba! gw jd sedikit terhibur gt.. yah okie d, tahan-tahan aja.. tunggu liburan desember.. ntar abis promos mestinya ada bnyk opportunity buat jalan-jalan.. rencana nopie mao ke KL kalo bs jalan gw seneng bngt.. mudah2an dikasih ama bonyok d.. hehe.. =]
RANDOMNESS!
5:41 AM
Sunday, July 17, 2005 ♣
aborigines
y0 peeps! hmm, this week i missed my weekly friday blogging session.. had a 3-hour-long oral workshop on friday and when i went home, it was like 7.30 pm and i was so dead tired dat i need to take a LITTLE nap.. but erm, turn out dat i can't seem to wake up after dat.. lolx.. so i ended up sleeping until saturday morning.. wad a pig huh.. -.-"
so anw, shall highlight some of the things that happen to me this week.. on thurs, nopie gave me this sheet of vr nice paper with a prayer on it.. so sweeeett of her.. **makasih berat ya mba!! gw suka bngt.. ntar kalo pulang ke indo gw laminate and gw panjang di kamar gw d.. hehe..**
and on fri, there's the stated oral workshop.. contrary to wad other people feel.. i think it's quite fun leh.. hahax.. maybe sth's wrong wif me? lolx. anw, i kinda enjoy it and some of the topics dat my classmates talk abt are so funny.. =) except erm, there was one presentation dat i din enjoy at all.. shall not elaborate on dat one.. guess those who attend the same worksop know which one i'm talking abt.. hahax.. =P
and stupid chinghow cheated. hmph. while the rest of us suffer cos of having to tok for so long, he just spoke of some lame intro and dat's it. !!!!!. he was supposed to talk abt his cca.. [which no one knows wad it is. lolx.] oh well.. some people ar.. -.-" but i really like mad's and liwen's topic of "5 things guys should do on their first date". it was so funny.. =)
sigh.. actually i've been feeling kinda down these few days.. dunno why.. PMS? hmm.. dunno also.. i've been awfully quiet and been such a boring companion.. =( i'm just... okie, i dunno. haa.. if i'm old, i would've tot dat it's menopause. lolx. hopefully i'll be my cheery self again 2mr! =)
oh and thanks hup for helping me to borrow the racial harmony costume.. hopefully i can fit into it.. hehe.. 2mr is nj's racial harmony day celebration.. hopefully it'll be fun.. can't wait! =D
RANDOMNESS!
4:48 AM
Friday, July 08, 2005 ♣
i'm a failure. [okie, make that FAILURE.]
okie, i seem to be blogging on a weekly basis nowadays.. lolx.. there's simply just no time to go online on weekdays! ugh. especially after the disgusting CT results.. SIGH. if i din start to work harder, i'll prob just get retained or sth.. argh.. it's so depressing!! =(
My results so far: O7 for both chemistry and physics.
yucks. so much for an ex triple science student.. was quite disappointed wif myself actually.. wad the heck.. and i actually tot dat i could pass chem and get an E.. wad a fantasy. and not as if i din mug for it kaez.. okie, so it's either i'm plain stupid or my level of mugging is nowhere compared to other people's. and for now, i shall assume that the latter is true. =)
been punishing myself quite harshly recently for this failure.. stayed back with hup on thurs until like 7 sth in school doing physics of fluids tutorial.. [yepp, you can vomit.] haha.. dat makes us look so muggerish.. when in fact.. we din even get 50 for phy. sigh.
and of course, there's the fact that ALL my other indo friends are doing well for their CTs.. a lot of As and Bs here and there.. sth dat will only be an unachievable dream for me at this stage. sigh. oh well, i'll really try to work harder for promos.. dat's all i could do anyway.. =(
on a happier note, i manage to get a B for maths.
yayness!!!!! finally sth dat i can be happy about. =) suddenly i love maths a lot. hahax.. okie, dat's super lame. my brain seems to be affected by all this sadness and disappointment.. x_X really feel like a failure right now.. shall end of here then. tada~
RANDOMNESS!
6:48 AM
Sunday, July 03, 2005 ♣
new template!
y0! just change my template.. hehe.. quite bored wif the previous one actually.. =S how's this template? is it nice? haa.. okie fine. i know some peeps will think it's a little childish.. =( but ERR, heck la. haha.. i think it's nice and sweet.. anw, pls feel free to leave ur comments k? make me happy and tagg! =)
RANDOMNESS!
10:33 AM
Friday, July 01, 2005 ♣
i'm bacckkk!!
w00h00.. after a pretty long dormant period due to sucky internet and busy mugging for CTs.. i'm finally back online again! yayness!
CTs are officially over yesterday at around 11.40.. was both happy and depressed.. reason being the last paper (phy) was tough like shit.. damn it.. i can barely do the qns.. *sobs* well, okie, i know it's partly my fault for not doing the TYS qns.. can't help it.. forgot to bring the TYS back to indo.. b00h00!! apparently according to one of my friend, the qns are pretty similar to dat of the TYS.. [o_0] oh well, life moves on even if i fail phy anw.. so heck la. lolx.
after the ppr, realise that there is a class outing.. [!!!] wanted to go but err.. here's wad happened: the previous day, nopie msg and ask whether i want to go out after the ppr.. so i msg liwen and ask whether we [milk] are still going out as planned.. and liwen said she can't make it.. so i assume the outing is cancelled.. well, apparently it's kinda not cancelled and i know mad's pretty angry abt it.. for me to pangseh her like dat.. [to mad and hup: i'm so so sorry!! pls dun be angry kay? =)]
so, i've been on a shopping spree since thurs and spent a bomb today shopping wif my mum.. but since it's a trip wif mum.. guess who paid? lolx.. john little is having a fantastic sale btw!! bedsheets are down from $35 to $25 to $9.90 and now to $2.70. my mum bought 3 of them.. and dat only cost less than $9. WOW.. too bad there are only single, queen and king sizes.. my bed happens to be super-single size.. sigh.. oh well.. anw i bought small little pillow cases to decorate ugly pillows and decorate my room.. my room shall look way nicer in 2 weeks' time. hahax.. [i need more time to do adjustments to posters on the wall]
okie, there's angklung practice 2mr at 8.30.. so gtg rest now.. ciao~
RANDOMNESS!
8:31 AM